heartless

..................heartbroken     heartbroken.............

when i tried to be strong         the problem came along.............

 and it was really difficult      to solve it and need much time

with my fantasy, hiding     was a good thing......................

but i would get nothing how could it be? ........................

.........it made me confuse     i can't do anything..................

........... "calm down baby" everything's gonna be fine........

..............because life goes on it will fly and gone ......................

...............................it can move on fastly............................................

................................. and gone forever...................................................

   

love actually

..........................Love Love.........Love Love....................................

..........Love is like the wind, i can't see it but i can feel it.......................

......Love is something beautiful that no one can describe it..................

with any words or anything... it seems naturally.. it likes bees..............

need honey from the flower..Everything nice comes from love.............

We protect someone who we love.. We care everything of him.............

We'll do anything for someone even it hurts ourselves and we..............

......believe that there's love because love is full of romantic...................

..........and some people say the happiest thing is seeing..........................

...................someone you love is to be happy even....................................

.....................................it's not with you........................................................

..............................................LOVE......................................................

Hollywood

when i look into my dream, i saw it

i saw those light in front of me

i know these dream were pretty neat

but light is all i see

i wanna be up there, like nobody is stare

i wanna leave it all behind

they said i'm a dreamer, i don't really care

those thing stay forever on my mind

i wanna drown in the middle of the crowd

pouring champagne with the socialites

having those thing on my mind makes me proud

i am sure, those dreams were never dies 

i am stuck in here, like flowers and bee

but i'm sure, those light awaits me

this sonnets is about a girl that wanna leave her small town, into light in big city, but for now she's stuck in her hometown, do you ever felt these way? a feeling that you want to get out from your town and be something .. big? this sonnets describes those feeling, feeling when we feel don't belong to our current place and a feeling when you felt you're destined to be somebody.

Youre not the one

I was waiting for someone to save me

I've seen the sadness that you've always known

But you seem like it was waiting to see

was it what i feel just like in my own?

i know this is something i gotta do

what i'm trying to say is i love you

when you feeling the same and don't want to

all i wanna do is make dream come true

everyone really wants to touch the sky

and also nobody wants to reach it back

but i need my beautiful wings to fly

its out of my mind and you know my lack

but you must see me without happiness

tears drop like rain, you leave the sadness.

this sonnets is about a girl that meets a guy and then the guy let her down by choosing someone else, i'm choosing to make sonnets with these topics is because i know how hard it is to seeing someone you love,love someone else. do you know how hard it is to pretend to act happy for him? this is an emotional breakdow. and then i ended up making a sonnets about those feelings

only hope

i really love the man who understand me

the wind touch my heart when your heart allows

maybe you'll be mine but just heaven knows

really love the man who tells he wants me

tell me really love me, just wanna see

there's no one to talks to, nobody knows

and i really wonder how it would be

i wonder if the light would shine on me

let me share this whole new world with you

and i hope i have all i have dreamed of

and i wish to you, joy and happiness

there's nothing else, i wanna be with you

maybe its everything i'm dreaming of

but you bring my dreams with hardly sadness

this sonnets is inspired by the film "a walk to remember" . actually the title of these petrarchan sonnets is based by one of their soundtrack. is the story of a couple who madly in love, and then the guy finally realized that the girl that she loved is having cancer on her body, and do you know how hard when your in love with someone and when everything going perfect you know that your lovers end is near? but if its true love, their still there, and say "till death do us part"

clueless

i don't know the way too see it

i don't know how to understand

some people said, love comes with a touch of two hand

i laughed at those people. but now i admit

i remember that afternoon i was chiling with my friend in the corner

you came to me and ask for my number

and the last thing i see is were talking until noon

but love has it own eyes

love has great deal of patience

it is difficult to be expressed

now, i admit those words aren't lies

i just realized i've feel the same, aren't differences

having you in my life, i'm blessed

this petrarchan sonnets is about a girl that don't know what the true meaning of love and then she's finally meet a guy and then he teach her what the meaning of love. i know the feeling when youre kids you see your dad and mom kissed and saying "i love you" to each other and then thinking what is the meaning of that? and finally, when you meet that mr.right, everything goes right and you just know it, he's the one :)

Summer

I saw you standing there

and then suddenly.. the flashback came

i remember those light

i remember those people dancing on the tabletops

i remember summer

i remember a girl with a smile from her heart

i remember that boy,holding her hand

like never want to let go

standing side by side, under the ray of light

suddenly i feel black and snow touch my skin

i look into the window and snowflakes allover it

its been december

everytime i saw you i remember

a feeling that i never feel again

a smile that warmed my heart

a summer where it all began

a sunshine that i've never saw again

this freestyle poem is about these flashback going on in the mind of a girl, about her summer that being spend with someone special and then season change and their not as close like in the summer, and then when i made this poems and finally thinking its funny how time changed people life, how funny time changed people feelings, and then if i have those flashback goes into my mind, i want them back but i cant, it stay forever on my mind and i always remembered this line "We dont remember days, We remember moments":""")