heartless

..................heartbroken     heartbroken.............

when i tried to be strong         the problem came along.............

 and it was really difficult      to solve it and need much time

with my fantasy, hiding     was a good thing......................

but i would get nothing how could it be? ........................

.........it made me confuse     i can't do anything..................

........... "calm down baby" everything's gonna be fine........

..............because life goes on it will fly and gone ......................

...............................it can move on fastly............................................

................................. and gone forever...................................................

   

love actually

..........................Love Love.........Love Love....................................

..........Love is like the wind, i can't see it but i can feel it.......................

......Love is something beautiful that no one can describe it..................

with any words or anything... it seems naturally.. it likes bees..............

need honey from the flower..Everything nice comes from love.............

We protect someone who we love.. We care everything of him.............

We'll do anything for someone even it hurts ourselves and we..............

......believe that there's love because love is full of romantic...................

..........and some people say the happiest thing is seeing..........................

...................someone you love is to be happy even....................................

.....................................it's not with you........................................................

..............................................LOVE......................................................

Hollywood

when i look into my dream, i saw it

i saw those light in front of me

i know these dream were pretty neat

but light is all i see

i wanna be up there, like nobody is stare

i wanna leave it all behind

they said i'm a dreamer, i don't really care

those thing stay forever on my mind

i wanna drown in the middle of the crowd

pouring champagne with the socialites

having those thing on my mind makes me proud

i am sure, those dreams were never dies 

i am stuck in here, like flowers and bee

but i'm sure, those light awaits me

this sonnets is about a girl that wanna leave her small town, into light in big city, but for now she's stuck in her hometown, do you ever felt these way? a feeling that you want to get out from your town and be something .. big? this sonnets describes those feeling, feeling when we feel don't belong to our current place and a feeling when you felt you're destined to be somebody.

Youre not the one

I was waiting for someone to save me

I've seen the sadness that you've always known

But you seem like it was waiting to see

was it what i feel just like in my own?

i know this is something i gotta do

what i'm trying to say is i love you

when you feeling the same and don't want to

all i wanna do is make dream come true

everyone really wants to touch the sky

and also nobody wants to reach it back

but i need my beautiful wings to fly

its out of my mind and you know my lack

but you must see me without happiness

tears drop like rain, you leave the sadness.

this sonnets is about a girl that meets a guy and then the guy let her down by choosing someone else, i'm choosing to make sonnets with these topics is because i know how hard it is to seeing someone you love,love someone else. do you know how hard it is to pretend to act happy for him? this is an emotional breakdow. and then i ended up making a sonnets about those feelings

only hope

i really love the man who understand me

the wind touch my heart when your heart allows

maybe you'll be mine but just heaven knows

really love the man who tells he wants me

tell me really love me, just wanna see

there's no one to talks to, nobody knows

and i really wonder how it would be

i wonder if the light would shine on me

let me share this whole new world with you

and i hope i have all i have dreamed of

and i wish to you, joy and happiness

there's nothing else, i wanna be with you

maybe its everything i'm dreaming of

but you bring my dreams with hardly sadness

this sonnets is inspired by the film "a walk to remember" . actually the title of these petrarchan sonnets is based by one of their soundtrack. is the story of a couple who madly in love, and then the guy finally realized that the girl that she loved is having cancer on her body, and do you know how hard when your in love with someone and when everything going perfect you know that your lovers end is near? but if its true love, their still there, and say "till death do us part"

clueless

i don't know the way too see it

i don't know how to understand

some people said, love comes with a touch of two hand

i laughed at those people. but now i admit

i remember that afternoon i was chiling with my friend in the corner

you came to me and ask for my number

and the last thing i see is were talking until noon

but love has it own eyes

love has great deal of patience

it is difficult to be expressed

now, i admit those words aren't lies

i just realized i've feel the same, aren't differences

having you in my life, i'm blessed

this petrarchan sonnets is about a girl that don't know what the true meaning of love and then she's finally meet a guy and then he teach her what the meaning of love. i know the feeling when youre kids you see your dad and mom kissed and saying "i love you" to each other and then thinking what is the meaning of that? and finally, when you meet that mr.right, everything goes right and you just know it, he's the one :)

Summer

I saw you standing there

and then suddenly.. the flashback came

i remember those light

i remember those people dancing on the tabletops

i remember summer

i remember a girl with a smile from her heart

i remember that boy,holding her hand

like never want to let go

standing side by side, under the ray of light

suddenly i feel black and snow touch my skin

i look into the window and snowflakes allover it

its been december

everytime i saw you i remember

a feeling that i never feel again

a smile that warmed my heart

a summer where it all began

a sunshine that i've never saw again

this freestyle poem is about these flashback going on in the mind of a girl, about her summer that being spend with someone special and then season change and their not as close like in the summer, and then when i made this poems and finally thinking its funny how time changed people life, how funny time changed people feelings, and then if i have those flashback goes into my mind, i want them back but i cant, it stay forever on my mind and i always remembered this line "We dont remember days, We remember moments":""")

big girls you are beautiful.

i know. she wasn't perfect at all
she's not at pretty like the girl i saw in the mall
she doesn't have body like a hottie
she's kinda like the nottie
but there's kindness in her
make me wanna lean on her
there's something in her eyes, makes me believe
she's unlike others girls, she's so naiive
when i'm sad,she just there,quiet holding my hand
makes my feet strong again to stand
she's just there,cheered me wiped my tears
she erase all of my fears
she's saying all i need to heard
feels like the hardest thing is do us part
i felt that way,cause that what friend supposed to feel

i make these poem inspired with two of my big girls mates ;) , she doesn't have size 12. she don't have a model figure size, she's a plus size but i was being inspired by her , most of big girls feel sorry for them self, for being a plus size, but 2 of my friend, they don't. they just enjoying life because life goes on. and im just gonna tell for all big girls out there, YOU are beautiful, you don't have to feel sorry for your body size. YOU are amazing inside and outside. YOU may not have the hottest body on town but you have the most beautiful heart,you sparkle in your OWN way. and remember these line when you feel fat, you feel ugly or feel big
"I'm beautiful. no matter what they say. and words CAN'T bring me down."

Love Triangle

you said i'm the one
but what if earth telling me
that she's the another?

leaving on a jet plane

Now.were separated

i need a miracle

You are here with me

the hardest thing is seeing someone you love,love someone else

How can i Blame you

For holding her white hand

When you are not mine

Different Beliefs

Just like earth and sky

were different in belief

but our love is one

Move Away

I know you're out there

Sitting in your balcony

Thinking of me too?

Lonely

Hate to feel this way

I love you so badly

But you leave me here :"(

Acrostic poems and Haiku explanation

all my acrostic poems is about a real meaning when a girl say something. when a girl say im fine, they don't really mean it, they just pretended to be just fine but their really sad in the inside, truly meaning of love, when you have those butterflies in your stomach, meaning of when a girl say "i HATE you" they don't really hate you, they still love you and they just pissed, and the meaning of broken. when a girl said "i'm broke" she REALLY mean it, she's broke. a girls heart is like a glass, very fragile and then im just saying one thing, when a girl said im fine, just hold her hand and say" i know you're not"


My haiku theme is heartbroken. it describes 6 types of the reason why heartbroken are happen, there are love triangle, when the person you love is choosing someone else instead of you. or even worse, they love someone who close to you. there are when your lovers move to another country and when distance is the problem, you miss them but what can you do? buying tickets? those seems impossible when your 13 and don't have Amex. there are when you and that person cannot being together because they don't have a same beliefs with you, i know it sucks to love someone you can't love. and then one about pretend to be happy for a guy that you've been known for long and then he chooses that girl instead of you, one about the person you love move away and then they just... lost like that, and you missing them so much. and then a feeling of being lonely. a feeling when no one understand you even your man does not understand you.

Sadness

Smiling at you

And missing about you

Dreaming that you here with me

Now i do my best to make it real

Every little thing you do

Still i'm falling

Still im loving

Broken

Baby now that i found you

Realize that you mean a lot to me

Oh My Lord i really want you

Keep it just on my mind

Even though you don't need me now

Nothing can change this feeling "I love YOU"

Dream

Don't you know how much i need you?

Rarely you say what i say

Even it hurts me

And you'll find the truth

My Self just to be with you

Hate

Help me to open my mind

And you'll find how much i love you

Then you'll feel the same

Except you'll do nothing

LOVE

Looking at you make my day brighter

One in a million

Very very unforgettable

Extra super cute :) 

I am Fine

    I am loving you

    And i am missing you

    More than anything

     Fight so hard to pretend

     Ijust want you to know

     Nothing can't replace it

     Except you want me to be happy so i would.